A horrible thought occurred to me while watching the show- how will I like to be settled when I depart alone and also my parents. The tears just came siding down… It is a very depressing thought and one that I am trying to stop with this post since there’s no place for me to vent. Neither is there any one that I think will listen to me within the short span of attention that I should be able to catch.

It has been quite a while since they started rolling down unexpectedly. 

I guess I am constantly trying to be brave and prepare myself for it. Practice makes perfect. But really I think I have always been afraid of being alone.