どんな人になりました

どんな人になりました

That’s what I want to know.

I wish to put the blame onto others, after all if one’s ex colleagues can continue to have a teasing relationship, it must be the current that has resulted in the change right? But I do admit that I am now easily irritated by things and kinda showing a little too much of ‘me’. I forgot that they are just colleagues and just by that definition requires one to face them with some ‘mask’. Too much and hence the need for a bottle of bleach afterall there’s those who will just inform the whole world about it. I hope to see myself as one who doesn’t judge by the hearsays until I have worked with them and I think I am doing my best on that path. But this is not the norm, so I guess I need to restrain myself on many things and remember my past self.

本当にできるかどうかわかりません。でも今のところはそいうことは必要だと思う。