So the reality of being the only one alone in my small group of friends is slowly sinking in.

Another one, next month and the ‘closest’ is next year and boy she is sure quick but then again if he’s the one, why wait any longer since we are not any younger? Nevertheless I am still in shock.

While I am trying to get use to it, being alone is unavoidable already so I was still hoping for another trip together but I guess it will be hard. Will I end up like the Aussie who I met in Osaka by choice or by fate?

Gosh even the group next to me is planning a wedding.

運命の人本当にいるかどうかわからない。でも年をとって、色々な気持ちがある。だいたい嫌なの。どうしようかな?今日から一番きになる事。