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    Yup it has been a long time.

    Seem to be wasting the space and not doing what I have planned to since last year. Seriously blogging about travel is hard. Perhaps I should revise my plans… again?


    No idea.. but I am not keen to know too since it is indeed an error on my part so even if I have gotten the ‘better’ letter of the two, I am still …

    To put my mind off this matter and the continuation of reminders to not err again even if I have not realized, I shall continue my put-too-long-on-hold travel blog posts.

    Why did I fail to see

    A horrible miss and just nice ranking period. I must have offended my good luck charms hence the incident. Will be marked forever but then where and what can I do? I tried to recall but seriously I can’t imagine myself opening it if I saw someone else. So I must have been blinded by godknowswhat since I did open it and even my precautionary measure failed me. Actually I felt horrible, causing so much trouble to them.

    So have my brain and eyes and hands failed to function altogether?

    Anyway I lost it when they tried to ‘console’ me but then it made me feel worse. Wanted to have a good cry but couldn’t then and now since I will most certainly end up with swollen eyes tomorrow. Don’t ask me why the urge to cry but I guess consoling is the keyword. But seriously crying over spilled milk is not the solution. No matter the verdict, there’s this part of me where I begin to doubt my eyes and eventually my judgement with that machine. I really don’t know how to overcome after all I did what one was supposed to do yet I failed somehow.

    Will I have an answer by tomorrow morning?

    Ps I do believe that my family is going down the luck these few days. Why?????

    After so long

    After so long

    Yes I finally remember to check my N4 results online 2 days before I received the hard copy version of the results, which means I will be collecting my cert tomorrow from JCS; yes I need to make a special trip to Bugis even though I registered with my school :(.

    Despite the hiatus – I took N5 in 2011 if I didnt remember wrongly and only continue with Jap last Jan, I managed to pass and surprisingly managed to ‘improve’ by 10 marks.

    Because I want to be a better speaker and not have too many brain freeze moment while I struggle with the sales lady when looking for an item, I took up the pre-advance course instead of the advance course for N3 seekers. Despite so I also come up with this crazy plan to study N3 on my own too. However, my plan to study weekly for N3 has failed (as usual); only managed to do my homework from pre-advance haha.

    Well hopefully with my transfer in department, I should have more time to myself and hopefully it comes with determination so that I may take up the test this Dec or next year’s Jul. Sadly after buying all the books after the exam, I have only touched 8 pages Sou Matome Grammar!



    Once a while, the tears will just flow out and I will cry to sleep. Most of the time it is due to me being a disappointment in many aspects in particular in my life that I am ‘living’ in. 

    Never a conversationalist neither am I emitting positive vibes. I am such a disappointment. 

    Just need to write it out somewhere in public and despite so no one will give a damn. 

    Let it go or let it out?

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