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  • reincarnated passion is the latest theme for absoluteicyness, one of the two blogs of HM. Here is where rants go to, latest informaion on her favourites and perhaps a showcase of her graphics. For the other blog, please visit memorialhime. Contact.

    Posts tagged as untitled ~for ?~

    どんな人になりました

    どんな人になりました

    どんな人になりました

    That’s what I want to know.

    I wish to put the blame onto others, after all if one’s ex colleagues can continue to have a teasing relationship, it must be the current that has resulted in the change right? But I do admit that I am now easily irritated by things and kinda showing a little too much of ‘me’. I forgot that they are just colleagues and just by that definition requires one to face them with some ‘mask’. Too much and hence the need for a bottle of bleach afterall there’s those who will just inform the whole world about it. I hope to see myself as one who doesn’t judge by the hearsays until I have worked with them and I think I am doing my best on that path. But this is not the norm, so I guess I need to restrain myself on many things and remember my past self.

    本当にできるかどうかわかりません。でも今のところはそいうことは必要だと思う。

    Untitled for the future

    A horrible thought occurred to me while watching the show- how will I like to be settled when I depart alone and also my parents. The tears just came siding down… It is a very depressing thought and one that I am trying to stop with this post since there’s no place for me to vent. Neither is there any one that I think will listen to me within the short span of attention that I should be able to catch.

    It has been quite a while since they started rolling down unexpectedly. 

    I guess I am constantly trying to be brave and prepare myself for it. Practice makes perfect. But really I think I have always been afraid of being alone. 

    New chapter

    Officially started a new chapter. I do mean new as in sparkling new since rules for previous place totally do not apply in this new place. Expectations differ in every aspect and this includes organizing for one’s farewell.

    I guess this means no talking of work with colleagues outside of office since I will be on an island with boss only.

    ちょっとくらいみらい。Will be worse if boss retires earlier than my going out I guess.

    End of chapter

    The chapter started with me alone, nervous and never thinking of the impact of good or bad bosses and colleagues. Only the thought of work troubled my mind.
    Now, it ended with me, thinking that I must have done tons of good things in my previous lives to gather such wonderful treatment from them.
    I hope the chapter tomorrow will begin with a little luck and may everything go smoothly.
    I never knew that I am one who values the importance of good bosses and colleagues until this very day…

    About Time

    It was not on my to-watch list until a post on FB caught my attention.

    Time-travel romance, true that there were some loopholes in the plot but with lots of takeaways for me.

    It made me think of my life so far and how unworthy-to-mention it is. What can I do with it, given that coincidentally a new chapter of my life is about to begin in a new working environment. I doubt I can do a 360 degrees change, but I guess I can be less intimidating, more helpful and more caring to my family and friends.

    As part of my new resolution, I tried to be a nice local and direct a couple in my broken Japanese to their destination. It was nothing great to mention but it does make me slightly happier.

    Yesterday was awful. First day of my resolution met with failure. Second day was life changing as I realized that I am so lucky to have great bosses and colleagues. I really hope that such luck has not been exhausted and tomorrow can be ok. Otherwise I will really need the power to travel time to undo whatever I need to.

    Wish me luck.

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